Through The Eyes Of A Cop

[FOsteology]

WAAR Media has received the following statement from a current NYPD Police Officer under the condition of anonymity.



When I was a kid I’d see my dad come home with his gun and shield, and I was beyond intrigued. He was not only my hero, but the city’s. I couldn’t wait to grow up and be a cop. Just like my dad and my older brother. I didn’t know what the pay or the benefits were, I just wanted to help people. Fast forward 20+ years and here I am. Except I’m no one's hero, actually I’m the enemy.

It wasn’t until I graduated the academy and went out on the street I realized, wow, where the f*** am I? Dead bodies, homicides, drugs, guns. At first it was fun. A cat and mouse game. I get the bad guy off the street and it saves the city. As the years progressed and the neighborhoods I worked in got worse, slowly that bad guy I hunted transitioned. He was no longer a guy with a gun in his baggy pants, he was me. I was hated. By every single person I encountered. No matter what I did.

There were days I’d get my *** kicked. Days I’d get murderers and rapists off the street. It didn’t matter. I was a white Irish cop, the devil. It didn’t matter I tried in vain to give CPR to a dying baby, I was still the enemy a minute later. But at the end of the day the bad guys still feared us and that’s all that mattered.

Fast forward to the liberal anti-cop movement. City councils, CCRB, Al Sharpton. Nobody gave a f*** that every night I saw a different black man take a bullet, they just cared that it was not mine. Now I get in trouble for cursing. What? If your wrestling with a mope with a gun are you gonna curse? Are you gonna fight back? Of course cause I’m human. Suddenly though, I can’t even be human. Those rights that are demanded by these protesters, well they’re everyone’s but mine.

I swore I’d never become that cop. That old, angry, numb socially uncouth cop. Well now I make that cop look like mother Theresa. There's only so much a person can take before they shut down. No one calls 911 for good things. It’s a daily rollercoaster of bad to horrific and it never gets better.

You take this job and you know there’s a chance you can die, obviously. But you think of it as, “OK , I’m in this gun battle with a bank robber and I die in glory.” You don’t sign up for “I’m gonna be sitting in my patrol car eating lunch and get executed from behind.” Give me a chance. A chance to fight back you f***ing coward. They never had a chance. And it eats me up inside.

I’m sick over it. I didn’t know them but I know them. They’re me. I’m them. I play it over and over again in my head and it makes me sick. Yeah that heartless animal murdered them, but he didn’t act alone. The city of New York run by its disgrace of a Mayor, di Blasio murdered them too. Here’s a man who stands in front of his city and tells them he’s afraid his son will get killed by a cop, all the while he has cops guarding his son 24/7. He enticed a race war. He allows a city to protest for a criminal and chant they want dead cops. Well they got what they wanted didn’t they? Right before Christmas, 2 funerals. A husband, a father, a son.

Every single day at work I encounter real bad guys. And guess what? They know they’ve won. They know we are hesitant. That fear is gone. Now that fear is in us. I have two little kids at home. I’m gonna leave them parentless for what? A city that hates me? Condemns me? Leave my spouse a single parent for a city that spits on me? It’s not worth it anymore.

I don’t know what’s going to happen but I do know this. You can curse us, spit on us, even fight us, but the day you kill us is the day you awaken a sleeping giant. We were executed. We won’t be executed again. We are in hell right now, but if you think we are gonna sit back and get murdered you’re wrong. Their blood is on di Blasios hands. He has single handily divided the city. Not just black and white but black and blue. He stands next to Sharpton, a man who has professed his anti-white anti-Semitic rants fordecades. It’s egregious. Despicable. It’s almost like I’m in a different world. When the f*** did I become the bad guy? When the f*** did they let bad guys run the city?

So I never got to become that hero like my dad. But I got to share the same uniform as 2 of them-Ramos and Liu. Remember their names. They were murdered by the city of New York. The great city that I swore to protect, that never protected us back. Their execution will live heavy in my heart forever. I’ve officially lost my faith in mankind. But I haven’t yet lost my faith in God. And as I get dressed every day and put my vest on, I say a prayer to God, “Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace, to a place where we’ll be safe.” I don’t need to be a hero anymore, I just want to go home.

[gravesco hunter]

Dang sad ,that when a piece of trash gets shot by a cop,he suddenly becomes an alter boy that was just at the wrong place at the wrong time

[FinsnFur]

You have to wonder if pretty soon, no one will want to subject themselves to that kind of public scrutiny, and moral demise. The background checks and standards that must be met to become law enforcement would be weakened in order to obtain new recruits, and eventually law enforcement around the globe transitions into substandard individuals that once were on the other side of the law.

[Carolina Coyote]

God Bless that Policeman, what he said is very true, and sad that he fears to disclose his name because the left wing media would plaster his name all over the world and encourage another one of the poor mistreated deprived thugs to make his family a target. I am not a prophet but it is very easy to see the anger building in the silent majority and when the ---- hit the fan its gonna be bad. There is more racial  divide in this country now than in its history and with the ANTI-CHRIST in the Whitehouse it not gonna get any better.  cc

[riverboss]

You have to wonder if pretty soon, no one will want to subject themselves to that kind of public scrutiny, and moral demise. The background checks and standards that must be met to become law enforcement would be weakened in order to obtain new recruits, and eventually law enforcement around the globe transitions into substandard individuals that once were on the other side of the law.

Jim the military police will become our police force [emoji601]  comunism is on its way[emoji25] no one else will be willing to do it and its going to take a army to fight the check drawers and drug dealers[emoji17]

[snafu]

I was a public servant for nearly 3 decades. That post is spot on!...............Unfortunately.

[msmith]

You have to wonder if pretty soon, no one will want to subject themselves to that kind of public scrutiny, and moral demise. The background checks and standards that must be met to become law enforcement would be weakened in order to obtain new recruits, and eventually law enforcement around the globe transitions into substandard individuals that once were on the other side of the law.

Jim the military police will become our police force [emoji601]  comunism is on its way[emoji25] no one else will be willing to do it and its going to take a army to fight the check drawers and drug dealers[emoji17]

I'm starting to think that that is the plan. Cause racial divide and sow distrust in LEO so the only recourse would be a national police force or martial law. Our country is in sad shape.


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